It's scare me :'( I'm sorry

Stupid mira . Errr , tiba tiba aku rasa nak nangis . Aku takut kau akan tinggal aku , tak cakap dengan aku dah , and macam macam aku fikir ! :'( Aku bodoh . Aku selalu mengharap sesuatu daripada dia . Tapi semua tu just buat dia BOSAN n MENYAMPAH dengan aku . I got too excited and happy with all what I heard from other people about him . Aku sepatutnya fikir . Aku sepatutnya dah kenal dia . Berapa lama dah aku suka dia ? Suka je ? No , lebih daripada tu . Aku memang bodoh sebab still tak kenal dia . Aku patut stay and act like a friend with him . Tu akan buat dia lebih selesa kan ? Ya Allah , kenapa lah aku ni . I had lost him as my love , I don’t want to lose him again as a friend . I just want to be close with him . Even as a friend like the way he wanted to . It’s okay to me :’) But , I cannot hide the fact that I always love you , SIZ | VC | IM . :’) I’m sorry I’m acting like this . I’m so stupid :’)

-Vanilla Cupcake ♥

A shared past. That’s all we have. It’s the only thing that’s left of a once happy relationship. It’s something special, ‘cause I can never have the exact same thing with anyone else. The times we spent together, the things we did, the promises we made, everything.

Someday, I’ll look back at my past, and guess who I’ll see? You.

As long as you are close to me :)

Okay , aku dah sedar sekarang . Aku maybe tak akan dapat kau semula , VC . but aku dah tak kesah . asalkan kau ada dekat dengan aku pun dah cukup :’) You know what , aku rasa tenang gila bila duduk dalam satu dewan dgn kau n dekat . Aku rasa dah tak ada apa dah yang aku nak takutkan lagi . Thanks . Walaupun kau tak tahu , tapi aku dapat jawab PMR dgn tenang sebab kau ada dekat dgn aku :’) iloveyou ♥

Hey peepaaaaal ,  doakan saya dapat straight’s A dalam PMR kay ? ^^ Aminnnn ♥

-Vanilla Cupcake ♥

PMR

PMR ? satu hari je lagi tinggal –‘ Kenapalah aku ni ? Tak de semangat nak PMR langsung ! Ohh god , help me >< Okay okay . Aku baru rasa takut . Ni last aku online or blogging before PMR . See you guys later .

Saya , SITI AMIRAH BINTI AB SALAM , nombor giliran CK067K031 , pelajar SEKOLAH MENENGAH KEBANGSAAN CENDERAWASIH berjanji akan buat yang terbaik untuk PENILAIAN MENENGAH RENDAH (PMR) . I will do my best : ) Please pray for me .

To All PMR Candidates ;

GOOD LUCK . DO YOUR BEST IN PMR . 

-Vanilla Cupcake ♥

damn it :'(

Damn damn damn damn :’( I really want to be with you , to be yours and to be love by you :’( I can’t stop thinking about him after what I had heard . I really really want him . I really really really like you , love you and always care about you ! I hope I can yell it :’( It’s hurt to keep it secret :’( I want to tell you , VC | SIZ . I want to :’( 

-Vanilla Cupcake ♥

Siz ? VC ?

Ya Allah . betul ke apa yang aku dengar ni ?

Menangis aku dengar sebab terlalu happy and keliru .

Dia betul betul maksudkan menda tu or just nak gurau gurau je dengan cousin dia ?

Princess dia ?

Aku tak mengharap apa apa dari awal pun sebab dia suka princess dia .

Aku pun tak faham perasaan dia and perasaan aku sendiri . HAHA pening :’)

Yang pasti , AKU SAYANG KAU lagi lahh :’(

Tu tak pernah berubah tahu tak walau apa pun yang kau dah buat and walaupun kau dah tak suka aku and kau suka perempuan lain .

Walau apa pun , aku tetap sayang kau and .. tunggu kau . hmm

-Vanilla Cupcake ♥

When you become important to someone, it would be hard to replace you. Even there is someone replacing you, that someone will never be like you. And when you leave, you’ll leave a void that no one else would be able to fill. You are too special.